***
Anna had been in the InterWebs for a few weeks now and she was slowly getting the hang of it. Food was different here and the noise when she was amongst the Mummybloggers was horrendous.
I’m happy here. This is good. This is what I wanted.
However as much as she thought it and repeated it like a mantra, she still wasn’t sure. The happiness was palpable and no one ever seemed to get tired. Anna opened her laptop to check her About Page again. As hard as she tried, she couldn’t stop the thing tarnishing.
Sighing, she lifted her head and looked around.
The garish lights of the InterWebs were everywhere and she thought she could see the flashing .gif banners encroaching on her little bubble. Did it look like they were … alive? No. Surely not. She gave her head a little shake and bent back to her About Page, editing and re-editing the thing.
The Mummybloggers had been so lovely, taking her in and walking her through the Interwebs. She was going to be forever in their debt. They’d explained the importance of a Blogroll and a page for prospective advertisers. She was excited about the idea of making money from her writing.
She finished up her About Page and looked it over – the tarnish had retreated yet again, and Anna was looking crisp and confident.
And while I’m here, I may as well take care of the Blogroll.
Anna didn’t like her Blogroll much. The horrid thing was snappy and nasty, it kept trying to take her fingers off. It didn’t seem to matter what she did to try and contain it, the thing was never happy. Adding links, removing links, it never ended.
Maybe I shouldn’t have removed any links she thought. But no, those blogs were dead! Their owners disappeared back to Reality and I couldn’t really leave their links there, could I?
Nevertheless, the Blogroll snapped at her fingers and snarled as she tried to update it. It always seemed hungry and irritable. She had had other Mummybloggers complain that their links weren’t there and she was starting to get sick of the entire thing.
SNAP!
OUCH. FUCK.
It BIT ME.
The fucking thing BIT me.
Anna suspected that swearing had just undone all the work that she’d done on her About Page, but she didn’t really care. Holding her finger up to the light she looked for blood, before remembering where she was.
InterWebs. Right. You don’t bleed here. Not real blood anyway.
Making up her mind quickly, she sat on her Blogroll and as it fought and twisted away from her, she pressed the Delete button.
A little pop and it was gone.
Phew. All that angst and energy and it’s gone.
She felt lighter already. There had been a lot of complaining about who was and wasn’t on her blogroll and she might have made a few enemies when she couldn’t be bothered wrestling with the thing to add links to it.
Hungry little fucker.
She sucked on her finger and debated fixing her About Page yet again. Anna understood the importance of a good About page, the cynical guide in the beginning had explained it, but really, the tarnish was driving her wild.
As she looked around, someone sidled up behind her and sat down with a flump.
‘Arrgh!’
Anna jumped.
‘Who are you?’
‘Susan.’
Anna was expecting a little more information than that.
‘You scared me.’ She extended her hand. ‘I’m Anna.’
‘Sorry. I’m not normally here on the Mummyblogger side of things.’ Susan twirled a lock of hair, looking a little ashamed. ‘I’m not really welcome here.’
Anna looked her up and down. She looked nice enough.
‘Why is that?’
‘I disagreed with Jennifer once. In the beginning.’
Jennifer was the leader of the Mummybloggers, the bubbly blonde woman who had welcomed Anna in the weeks previously.
Anna gave a wry laugh. ‘I can’t imagine anyone disagreeing with Jennifer.’ Secretly she thought I can’t imagine anyone having the guts to disagree with Jennifer.
‘Oh I did. It was …. well. It wasn’t pretty.’
Anna laughed again. ‘I can imagine.’
Susan looked at her. ‘You don’t look happy.’
Anna sighed. She had been hoping that the recent edits on her About page would have hidden that.
‘I’m not.’
‘Why?’
It all poured out in a rush. ‘My About Page keeps tarnishing, no matter what I do. My Blogroll just BIT me and I deleted it – all that work, gone. The lights here make my head hurt and if I have to listen to someone else rave about how cuuuuuute their kid is I might just puke. Where is the real life? These women, every single thing is perfect and it’s driving me mad, because I’m not perfect too.’
Anna stopped to breath and Susan put her arm around her shoulders.
‘Anna? I know exactly how you feel.’
They looked at each other and burst into giggles.
‘Oh my God, I thought I was the only one. I haven’t sworn for WEEKS and my head hurts from being positive and shiny.’
They laughed harder.
‘Would you like to meet some real women?’
‘God, would I ever?’
‘We’ve got our bad apples too, but we’re all real. I promise.’
‘What do you call yourselves? I was told we needed to know what we were in order to cope here.’
‘We label ourselves Personal Bloggers, but really, we’re just Bloggers. Most of us are Mummyblogger rejects. So we’re probably Mummybloggers too, just not happy happy joy joy Mummybloggers.’
Susan stood and Anna followed suit. ‘Come on’ said Susan ‘We’re not that far away.’
Susan walked off and Anna followed close behind her.
Finally, she was going to meet some real people.
Well.
As real as anything ever got in the InterWebs.
***
But I’m happy happy joy joy…most of the time. Hehe.
Oh I love it. Well written sweety, I cackled out loud as I read about the blog roll hehe.
My blog roll tried to bite me once too. So I generally ignore it.
Brenda – you’re totally real though.
I LOVE it!! Since starting Tina Gray {dot} Me, I have been having trouble trying to fit back in under the happy happy joy joy mummybloggers. Veronica, I know lots of bloggers will say this but you wrote this about me! lol
PMSL! I love it!
I locked my blogroll into a seperate page/room and I haven’t dared open that door for some time. now I know they bite I might not be able to face it for some time! Mind you, I’m ignoring my about me too. That will probably leak grunge all over my laptop from all the tarnish.
Fantastically written – this woman is really alive for me.
Brilliant! I was waiting for this.
Ahhh the oh so cute happy happy joy joy bloggers. No, B, that doesn’t include you. Or me, I don’t think, despite the fact my blog is covered in jellybeans.
And just for the record, Veronica, I wrote my About Me page after I read Part One, and it gets more hits than I ever would have imagined. My Follow rate has increased too. So, thank you.
Although I must confess, now you’ve got me worried about tarnish.
I’m kinda glad Anna is getting out of there, no-one should stay where they’re not comfortable. I hope she doesn’t find her niche too quickly though, because I’m enjoying reading about her journey.
Happy happy joy joy. I like that. It’s my favorite kind of blog to unsubscribe from.
*snort*
This was perfect. I so enjoy the style you wrote it in:having the personalbloggers be a friend vs just saying “I was sick of people’s kid and found some good blogs.”
This was so dang good.
Thank you.
I’m loving your blog; I can’t tear myself away. It feels like I’m driving slowly past the scene of a huge dramatic car crash, straining to see a bit more, holding up traffic to get a better glimpse of images that will haunt me. I know I should speed up and go on my way, but instead, I turn left and left again, to come past the crash scene again.
Had to read all the parts once I found Part A. Glad you found your niche “Anna”. It sure takes a bit of ‘getting used to’ this interwebs thing.
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